#INNOVATIVETHEORIES Yesterday i fell asleep didn't give a damn about anyone, selfish me. but the pain that ive felt has made me, hell to reach. I'm insane you can tell when i speak. seldomly give a damn about my health when im weak.They tell me i should eat. cause im pale and i stink and ive held up for weeks i did this to my self. Is this the reason everyone bailed? jeeze.... how can i be alive when inside im dying i see the other side but im tired of trying is this the way lifes supposed to be when death is so close to me. when will i get it right and listen to the song i wrote for me today i woke up and saw the man in the mirror not as tall but a little bit clearer. fear in his heart and a broken spirit cause i spoke and i know he can hear it