tragedy of miss guided love

well come to the life of a kid who feels he has no reason to live then he found a girl and she turned into his whole world and urged that she would be the love of his life and would rather die than be with out her at first it was going alright like hell he could sleep and night with out the demons invading his mind then it hit the prime time where he was always working for a dime then it came time for the big fuss cause he's not home always on the clock so she sat there alone waiting for him to come home a month later they are fighting at the dinner table cause she feels left alone to rot but the reality wasn't this she was fucking around on him while he's away on business and man the forgiveness he gave cause he felt ashamed and he felt he was the one to blame and what a shame two more months go by and he comes home to find her with another guy and he screams why why would you let us die man I cant wait to fly high so he grabs a gun and he goes on the run back to where he came from all alone feeling like a drone since she's gone and hes alone fighting his inner demons as he weakens for many reasons all alone with his thoughts and his inner plots taking as many shots as he can take just to drown his sorrows away then I came to the fateful day the demons won their last match cause he saw her on TV with some guy names izzy and he got too tipsy but he knew what he was going to do went he got home and was alone he was going to fly high and never hit the sky as he jumped from the skyscraper he had al the memories of his love and his pain and as he fell he felt even more shame cause this day was the day they met and quit the event later that day she hears of his passing away and she is filled with shame cause she feels like she's going insane cause of this day and she went home to pop pills with izzy but he was always dipping and Tripping not really home most of the time then later she finds out she's not the only one in izzy's life so she took her life just to end the strife love is not a game and tbh its insane how we love so much but it's just like the drugs whe take after we realize it's a mistake but it's not always the fate so let me open up heavens gates cause I don't want either of you to wait