Man I had my chance in love but I blew it I should have asked her out man I knew that Another man got to her before I could even do it Guess u don know what u had till u motherfucken lose it My whole I've been choosing wrong words Is my life really a blessing or is it a curse I guess when they said it's for better or worse I wish I could live my life in reverse Right now I got nothing to live for gotta be careful cuz nothing is fearful I wanna smile man I really try But when I think I commit suicide Nigga when I blink I think I see me die I open a sink which is filled by the tears of mine My problems probably reach up to ninety nine I hide my tears with nothing but a smile Man I had my chance in love but I blew it I should have asked her out man I knew that Another man got to her before I could even do it Guess u don know what u had till u motherfucken lose it My whole I've been choosing wrong words Is my life really a blessing or is it a curse I guess when they said it's for better or worse I wish I could live my life in reverse Right now I got nothing to live for gotta be careful cuz nothing is fearful I wanna smile man I really try But when I think I commit suicide Nigga when I blink I think I see me die I open a sink which is filled by the tears of mine My problems probably reach up to ninety nine I hide my tears with nothing but a smile