try to believe it's up to the way you came around me had me feeling feelings and such make this become a heart Rush right out of the chest and into the gut running away from something that I've been always afraid of sick of being afraid of hiding reviveing an ceireal hart ack feeling of always dying then constantly Reviving. these Demons Inside Me China lash out s*** got me like I'm My very pirsonal very own crime spree all I do is keep on hitting the licks on my ass tearin up the home foundation iv tryed creating, I just don't know what to do from here hopefully I can just stay silent as a mouse but yet again Nesbit so you know we can't do that we talk*** but we back it up like a fat ass still trying to grasp the whole emotion s*** Gets shit all twisted like a tight up not ready to Hague someone oveasly that someone would be me the one and only duranged f****up my mom ever had to push out of her vagina didn't know I'll be so corroded with broken promises and desentagrated memorys. i alow my self to bleed untill i cant feel my body.numm ready to call it in call the time of death toe tag and put the rest of me in the bag so it can get cremated cus only then do u no its truely pirnanit.theres no more templ of skinn to hold in the spirit from drifting morw then it alrwady has ben it's like my soul has been lifted and my spirit has been distant cannot replace the mixed messages not knowing where I can save face who I can save or what I can help to start growing in its place.I'm broken some say Soulless I crave love but yet hate to be in love. i will let u down hard and not even ment to have peursed ur hart.u will hate me as i still cuntinuly bleed daylie for my blessing of forfiveness. im a mess becouse im hummen.fuck that i was a mess becouse i aloud my self tro cearless.just ratherd of sit back with my bitch an dome jack.kech a nummy from my bunny as i snort a line from her clituris to the middle of her tomie. take a shot from out that ass crack. cus thats prity much sums it up.getting drunk of someone elses shit becouse i desided to play around with it.