its a reference to reflection when your staring back at yourself x3 ive been put on the shelf nobody wanted me not even my own mother would love me it was music that showed me made me discover that i didnt have to hide under the covers i could be myself in the name of a angent in pergeatory gained the skill to murder a story deep undercover but i feel free like the wait was worth it i cant describe it i cant even word it i make use with my time on a timeline now thats the one im counting on being grown up i just wanna be gone its a reference to reflection when your staring back at yourself x3 as a kid growning up in a place with no love and abandonment issues because i maned up i didnt need a box of tissues to deal with my issues i cleansed my soul with activity of music a hobbie of mine a skill i could use it and put it to good use no dont you know thats the truth fuck fake friends im just trying to stay true reinvent my sound a blossom into something brand new clearly my state of mind is the difference between urs and mine so il decide what road to walk down still down to chow down on a fat round loading my lyrics up impact the fire rounds so sit the fuck down its a reference to reflection staring back at yourself x4 outro i hope i end up in a place of well comfort but i strike harder like the son of spada raised in the darkness darth vader was my farther il outlive my last days up with my girl all i know is shes there until the end of my world