Intro) This goes out 2 my grandma i be missing you like crazy i mean i miss you so much i know you in heaven watching down tho so much i wanna talk to you about I love you and miss you alot but what keep me going is you stay on my mind all the time i wanna find my way to you. Tryna find my way back 2 u thats all i do i was thinkin of you this is all for you I cant let go this pain inside alwayz thinking of you i miss the way the way you smile i remember when you use 2 cook every Holiday the family had to work jobs for the low pay and if the road didn't look promise you still made a way no lights on plus no heat still made it through the day south side of Chicago born and raised sleeping with rats and roaches but I'll appreciate cuz my mama work hard just 2 keep us a place even tho my block never wasnt always safe Niggaz shooting dice and gunz was everyday but the most fun i ever was my chilhood dayz my daddy in and out my life the streets he steady chase my grandma close 2 my heart she could never be replace it really hurt me 2 see her hurt when i look at her face she told me she was sick i swear i had a mental break when she told me she had cancer it was too late felt like my heart erase then tears hit my face