#G$ #Gun$Hin3 lotta people looking at me lotta shit being said mutha fuckas want to try to act hard but most yall wont do shit alone rather have someonr else to blame when you blow fuck that i take credit for the wreckage i manifest stuck in the wake of devestation pray to good not to take me away no not today i cant explain how or why i lie or feel the need to get by with the alibi faded high neglect the side reflected better yet let it take hold blame it on deception or the lack of control and a broken heart or loathing starving for emotion lack their of feels like i cant breath beating my lungs coughing from screaming talking to me looking sick like a fiend possesion of my body influenced by these demons i stop and reflect on myself leaving this earth how am i supposed to explain to god i could'nt maintain rhe facade of falsifing my intentions saying i repent when i should just beg for forgiveness