I try to be sober when life leads me to, knowhere.And i think that its over from drinking beers ,to getting stoned to smoking peelows to knowing i wont live long but in these songs, you can relate or at least i have the passion it hasnt been great. chances, mistakes panic it fades do u know how much damage it takes to stand up and be great vanity placed another line on tha plate. It's my time to stand up and say it. i haven't loved my self enough and this craving that never stops almost severed away. how desperate it takes. pressure of weight and i'm a measurements away to be dead within this day.......