I've been living my life with suffer couldn't say I went through pain it's a buffer I'm sorry to all the bad I did to my mother now I'm tryna make things better people always asking me for things i can never say never going through this pain it feels like forever I'm always numb and I'm always gone tryna call you bout you kept me on the tone looking for me that's when I'll be gone looking for me now I'm gone I'm of to the throne looking for me shouldve kept but you thought leaving was the best now you are obsessed and I am blessed now I'm the best you going through my pain which was stress but I'm sorry I couldn't impress anyhow you couldn't careless still got that necklace? It even got your name 24 karat you are the one to blame just know I'm not no game cuz I've been living my life with fame uh coming at me haterz whats up tryna stay sane cuz man ive been living life with suffer couldn't say I went through pain it's a buffer but I'm sorry I couldn't be tougher I was tryna learn sorry I couldn't be buffer I was tryna recover but c'mon I'm just tryna impress my mother but somehow that seems tougher but now I'm gone I gotta discover I gotta learn and maybe someday I'll return