Why?

I care about my fans that's the reason I stand ain't got no real friends ion care bout yo man ion care bout yo tan don't try to grab my hand don't try to stand where I stand don't pull up on me get down on your knees this shit ain't free maybe after you'll see I try to kill myself 3 this shit ain't for me why can't u see punch a fuckin tree open your eyes look at all those lies ain't nobody a real tie why even fuckin try I swear ima fuckin cry listening to all these lies tell me come back Why?