how ever hard life gets u not on ya own

Am on that cush life like vanilla ice you don't have to tell me twice I'm like a cat av got nine lives so if I die am cuming bk to life when I was in year nine I tried to end my life with a nife no it's not nice living this life with depression it's like god keeps giving me blessings to keep me straight me on rotate I keep having to masterbate I wonner end this this feeling of blackness this feeling of of madness am coping on my mine and am nearlyer fully grown am standing in a crowd but I feel like am still in the back ground oh how life makes me stand down my heads screaming there's a man down role me a joint because I just want to carm down and come bk round