My first track, sorry if it's not great...

I tell myself it'll all be fine My raps will shine now I sit and wine while they all unwind that soon... It will be my time as I ball and cry they don't bat an eye as I sob but why? Because the worlds full of fakes with different dreams but all I want is to blot out the screams but I know that won't happen I know they won't care but when they're there all they can hope for is a "there, there" and while they watch and stare it still won't be fair as I had to grin and bare all that happend so sit down and listen... I can only hope that I can come up with a reason.