FUCK THE BULLSHIT

u know what is the most thing I can't stand is when people tell you that they are going to sleep but as soon as I get back to my room I am hearing giggles and a long conversation downstairs but they said I could hang out with them and then when I get downstairs to hangout with them they are going to bed and it's bullshit and knowing that I have diabetes and I have bad feet so I can't be on my feet as much as I would like to I feel like the world is coming down on me and I don't know what the fuck to do