I'm as good as dead like a warrior with no strength left . Crazy cause your although your tangable to me, teacher why you seilent thru the test? Lord heal this heart of mine here's my yoke , and my burden father give me rest . I know I'm wrong if I just geuss. need correction all the time I got a hard head. thank you Lord for life and Jesus Christ who defeated death. most times what I see my reality. I'll probably never get fam close enough to appreciate what's at stake is heavy over weight doubt . I truly want it it... pwhy me have to figubut rejection is the most truthful brother in the crowd. let me know cause alone never figure it out