to my dad

so many days I feel like johnah ever feel like everybody in the whole world wanna stone ya. . the road ahead lonely without your touch how can you love me I'll never be enough. inability to do right leave the path behind me tore up everything I love gets broken cuase of choice's not bad luck. I know God shows up forgive my lack faith always had. problem with trust. I'm such a mess inside stranded Hawks with his wings clipped feel i can't fly. woke up this morning try to hide my cries man I really hurt and suffer things I can't explain in life.