needed the medication, a life full of sensation, love and hope for this nation, God’s personal creation, lies return so I change up, sky’s the limit yet they stay stuck, that’s my road don’t you make ruts, or ill have to make pay cuts, remember I’m friendless, except those intended, referenced when written, riders when driften, know when bullshit is scented, can’t tell ones intentions, need to ease the tension, if there’s beef let me cinch up, the saddle on my new stud, my posse knows new stuff, fuck the armor we stay tuff, sensitive cuz ur life’s rough, all in cuz I’ll call ur bluff (I just don’t know why, I torture my own mind, tryna make it right, gettin petitions end to my fight) Truth is hidden but I found one, nasty hoes will remain sluts, but that’s because they don’t know love, I bet it’s how they grew up, thinking they’re a screw up, building up till they blew up, every nerve in their system, till they find a guy they might think is right but get woozy and paralyzed from the roofie he snuck inside now she cries at least every night Tryna hold on tight to what she think is right but losing their will to fight and try, and that’s crazy, I’m happy with what raised me, been really thinking lately, they really out here raking, attention so they’re savin, tricks to keep playin, the game they keep changing, racking points they keep ranking, thirsty when it’s rainin, fuck it I ain’t racing, that ain’t the trouble I’m facing, running and runnin I’m pacin, clostrafobic I’m spacin, been on and off lately, switching like the engine on the car that tried to bait me, I ain’t tired can’t break me, disorder maybe, brain waves crossed lanes, affecting the membrane, deep thinking I’m drained, hard at work grease stains, gone berserk stop a train, but I ain’t lame, I keep my demons tame, few do the same, like the hunch back of Norte dame, don’t feel ashamed, I can’t be caged, blinding rage eyes steady glazed, if I ever do get paid, for the lyrics I spray, I’ll release the hounds of my thoughts and begin my masquerade