noisless noises

doctors spending years, figuring out what's wrong with me spending thousands on pills, most do absolutely nothing seeing shit and hearing voices the noiseless noises are sometimes the worst things mass media paints anybody with schizophrenia as an escaped crazy killa just because you can't see what i can, doesnt mean when i speak you shouldn't listen i may have a few screws that could be tightened but that's no reason for your anxiety to be heightened because I'm just this side of psychotic doesnt mean i wanna remove your heart, brain and spleen and feast upon it concentrating is difficult but it doesn't mean I'm lazy, it's frustrating and typical to be labeled that and it's driving me crazy it takes so long to read a book or write a verse, it pissed me off in school and pissess everyone else off at work my craziness does not make me dangerous its all you idiots not taking me serious sometimes i forget my memory is not what it should be but that doesn't mean I'm less, I dont mean to boast but my intelligence is higher than most and if you would listen to the shit that Im saying and give me a second to explain it, I'll show its relevant and will be expressed