MY REGRETS

#Facts #2019heat #bm #bmbest #bmvideo #bmgrind #Redurrect1on #bmvideo #Slumafia what the fuck did i to life that its gotta treat me like this it must took somethin personal cuz its being a fuckin prix so imma go back to the way that i was back in da not givin a shit and if any has problem with this then they can eat a fuckin dick Cuz i have had up to here with all of lifes bullshit so dont fuck around cuz i got my fuckin hand in a fist im just patiently waiting for someone toe to slip cuz if it slips then im gonna trip beat ya ass real fuckin quick noone is gonna stop me bitch when my anger is heated like this their gonna get fist after fist after fist etc. this is the same statemind that i was in what i caught this..... attempt my stomache is wrenched my angers not quenched i need to just take a walk in da park have a breather sit ona bench i cant help it cuz i lived most of my life in da trench hustlin just to make a cent it makes no sence cuz by the time i got it i owed out or already had it spent Like what the fuck is this i cant believe this shit God Damn i know i did wrong and i almost killed man put a gun to his face point blank pulled da trigger Blam disrespected the value of a human fuckin life and infront of his kids i had da shit beat outta of his wife she ended up with partial brain damage and lost her sight in one of her eyes and i dont wanna to go back to living that kind of fuckin life for da last 4.5 yrs of ma life ive paid da price every night when i went to sleep i closed my eyes i seen dat sight and wimper in bed to i fell asleep woke up in da morning with these crusty tears on ma fuckin cheek couldnt say shit noone cuz i couldnt look fuckin weak i woulda rathered did my time locked up then been fuckin free cuz i paid for it havin a conscientious is a fuckin bitch i contiplated more then once puttin a razor to ma wrist but i never had the balls to do the fuckin shit but now the feelin is inside ma chest brian go confess talk to someone do your best you got kids your fuckin blessed gotta be there for them cuz if not then they will be stressed so i just got go on livin this life thats a mess its not really worth the stress but i gotta do my best untill im six feet deep in the dirt and laid to fuckin rest and if i have somethin on my mind or chest just know im living stressed and my lifes a mess Godbless all over someone owing me money im such a dummy firthest thing from funny what goes around comes around karmas a bitch i know im gonna loose ma life by someone gunnin me down shit and all my loved ones are gonna live their life with a frown up on their shit