Sometimes I get lost in this dark state of mind Where I feel a child that's trying hard to survive Reaching desperately to save both of our lives Even though I'm the weakest when I can't see the love in your eyes I loose all control This is life's toll Feeding that hole At the price of my broken soul Screaming and begging you to help fill that hole This is what it looks like when that illness unfolds I hit rock bottom I fell I hit rock bottom I fell We hit rock bottom We fell, we fell Why does everyone say that I'm so strong When I feel like I can only barely hold on Won't somebody reach out and just grab my arm Pull me closely like I've been loved all along All I ever wanted was just to belong I'm just running circles in this sad marathon everything I do just seems to go wrong And before I know it everything ever I loved is all gone I hit rock bottom I fell I hit rock bottom I fell We hit rock bottom We fell, we fell We had it, we lost it, we grabbed it, we dropped it We got it, forgot it, we rocked it and knocked it We brought it, we topped it Unlocked it and locked it, restarted and stopped it Tried to jumpstart it But we couldn't spark it Just lit it and burnt it Cause we couldnt cut it Shoulda hit it and quit it Before we get committed Cause There's Nothing thats worth it Think it's About Time That we finally said fuck it