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#hardlove #addictssuck #iknow #myboo #2019 #2019heat #contest #halffreestylehalfwritten #twominutesitwaswritten #bmheat #battleme #fucklove #myheart #rideordie #heknowswhatsup dear vikktor I got something to say to you but it'll fall on deaf ears but fuck it and you too 23 years ago I met a wanna be thug raiders themed lowrider bike experimental with the drugs from jump you had me wrapped tight around that tiny finger I should've known you'd play me the whiny day dreamer you couldn't leave for good tho you had to linger lingerie dawned for the one drawn to big tits fuck the brain fuck the personality and wit I had it all we had a ball then for 14 years I watched you fall you turned on me with every seasons fallen leaves I turned green from no sleep and pure envy from friend to lover to no friend to me straight enemy I wished I couldn't give a fuck bout us wished I could say goodbye to this relationshit ashes to ashes dust to must so fucked up you're so stuck up selfish and full of pride bull headed dumb ass with a hellish jealous side you say its me but you're the one who never budges overran the budget holding years old grudges while I'm the one who fights and trudges the band marches you turned me from light to darkness over two decades of two hearts one full one heartless forever partners ? please we know who was ride or die we know who was down for life you risked nothing and you and I both risked mine a lost baby two proposals to Marry you all just cuz ain't that right boo the years mean shit right prick? they mean dick? that's what you say all the time so fuck it I'm snobbishly pretending like this dude really cares while I'm hoggishly ripping out every strand of my hair I'm going bald up in this bitch and its all from this relationshit you been jumped ship for what? to sit under a tree with homeless junkies? to be hungry and tired ignoring me and my desires oh I want honesty and your company you better run far far from me that's too demanding I'm too needy you're outstanding never greedy never wrong its all me fuck man you'd tell people I shot Kennedy this bitch is diabolical she wasn't even born yet I'm a product of your environmentals but leaving has always been the safe bet what finger did you lift to help me with this shit the middle? a big fuck me and a love riddle one day I'm loved the next hated one day I'm special the rest bored Monday I'm pretty Tuesday a whore no no a slut I'm all discombobulated you severed the main joint dislocated ditched location what's the point? but I'm supposed to believe you huh chump I'm supposed to take your word for truth fuck your actions doing opposite of the lies you spew treat the other bitches how I begged to be treated mislead turned to mistreated I was defeated now I'm gigantic I'm a hot air balloon straight up inflated ignited to give this a try ya dig? I'm done its through how's that boo? I'm throwing the towel in now run off and enjoy the single life again call me victor a new strain of heroine