I've got this thing in my head since I was little and it's really something Yeah I go down and black is all I see But everyone sees something beastly They see my body tossing harder than the bering sea While I'm cruising in my thoughts just doing me I get to see me chasing my biggest dream But wait its different I'm not filming a movie or chilling in a jacuzzi It's me looking in the crowd They all screaming my songs aloud And my family is actually proud Instead of bringing rain clouds I delivered the success I vowed But really my brain has just had an implode My head riddled with electrodes Doctors looking for an antidote My parents trying to keep control As there is something in my brain untold And concern has arose As events unfold The doctors disclose that I had an epileptic episode A silence falls over the room Panic starts to fume Depression starts to lume And the all the concerns around me like a cocoon Whispers in the hallway flood my ears like a typhoon Hey I had an epileptic episode Brain just scrambled, implode My optimism is starting to corrode Trying to figure out how to decode The message my brain has showed Then I realized it gave me a command to go beast mode with these musical notes. So when I switch that flow up It's my ADD acting up I think u need to realize that if let up Then u wont blow up And that's why I'm gonna be on the come up Ain't gone be no second place like a runner up So all my haters need to back the fuck up fore u get smacked the fuck up. Hey I had an epileptic episode Brain just scrambled, implode My optimism is starting to corrode Trying to figure out how to decode The message my brain has showed Then I realized it gave me a command to go beast mode with these musical notes. But now I'm here 3 years without an accident Going strong like intransigent And I'm finally listening My skills are not limiting My vocabulary expanding My flow is sizzling My writing is blistering My raps are getting deafining And I as I rap this up my lines are getting sickening. Hey I had an epileptic episode Brain just scrambled, implode My optimism is starting to corrode Trying to figure out how to decode The message my brain has showed Then I realized it gave me a command to go beast mode with musical notes.