I can only go up from here. I refuse to come down again. The skies they look so clear. Yet im up in the clouds again. Defying the law of gravity. Its in my chemistry. What is wrong with me? Losing altitude rapidly. Facing reality Noticed a cavity Neglecting my existence for who knows how many years Numbed myself with persistence to save all my tears. Tried like hell to keep my distance from all my fears. So I desensitized myself with lies with the help of many beers Everybody will learn to hate me evantually its inevitable I'll be a vegetable. By the time i hit 30 thats what they forsee. Im eligible for an early funeral.