Walked through the red door, same as before, i hear the snore of a junkie whore snoring upon the hall floor, its really dark inside, a broken homeless home with no light, living conditions give me suspicions that somethings not right, these people have no pride, theres cat shit on the kitchen sides, nappy wipes thrown aside lice mites flies mice the ammonia aroma frys your eyes like fried rice, but tonight im here to see a friend, whos mother i wouldn't recommend, whos spreads her crack for heroin, most of her johns are too jacked to get it in or get it on with this smacked up lesbian, who depends on her packets to live again, her only son tony is only ten growing lonely and lacking in confidence. Tony and I are playing in his room, a depressed infested mess filled with doom and gloom, there are bare brick walls like an Egyptian tomb, the cat piss fumes fill the rooms like old perfume, but with that kinda shit, I stay sit i won't split, cos thats how friendship works you take the worst and you get passed it, gaming on the sega playing streets of rage, the multistage game, that made cage fighting seem so lame and tame, then later on in that day, some shit came and got in my way, in grief disbelief feeling rotten that i was too young and dumb to save, a baby boy named Dwayne who later died on that day, died in my arms really calm, i see the light in his eyes fade. Baby boy blue you feel so cold, maybe you'll make it or maybe you won't, i tried to wake your mother but shes passed out stoned, if you die like this at least you won't die alone. Everyday i wince i say and pay my respects but I've never prayed since god what do you expect, you weren't there to protect in that house of neglect, the affect it has stuck like a dart in the neck, i did my best cradled that kid to my chest, had him wrapped in a blanket to help him get rest, he was cold and distressed is he hungry? I guessed, did the bottle test it wasnt mums milk from her breast. It was fucking beer but i couldn't tell, there was no light in here it was darker then hell, it was not until I was hit with the smell that i took away the bottle and started to yell. I called for his mum, the dumb bitch she wouldn't come, she was too busy getting dizzy chasing brown dragons for fun, she was cracked out on her back like a cockroach that had been stunned with her brain melting like wax wings cos she flew too close to the sun. The babies lips have turnt blue and his breathings growing short, his life is through almost expired, gave him my love and my support, now he's looking limp and really tired, but tonies knocked on a neighbours door, an ambulance was soon acquired and then was sent right away on course, the medics were to late my little mate died and met his fate ill never ever forget his little face, it's true icy blue like a frozen lake, the memories never fade i cant escape, the last twenty years they've fucking stayed I wish they'd go away but they'll stay till i am laying in my grave.