Police sirens on a peaceful day like this Lord! How I miss the earlier times of bliss When people trusted each other a bit more Now I check twice to see if I've locked the door I see you see my color, I see you see my lines But you don't understand what it's like to be on the other side You think I'm a lady, I don't know how to do grime You see this halo, it's to distract you from my crimes It's my secret. Shhh...don't tell on me I'm always smiling, I'm always happy Because I've seen crap... Gee And I've dealt with the dark inside me And sometimes its my weakness that I'm so nice But when I kill you with kindness, you're the one left wondering what just happened