1st freestyle

I never wanted us to die heavy thoughts of u on my mind I wanted you here for my grind Now we call eachother hittin decline Doing drugs to get rid of all the pain inside Buh see without you my future ain't really bright I mean you was the one I want to be my wife And I know I made you cry Cause I let some other bitch feel fine Wish I could take back time To appreciate that you was mines Now im.steady saying I gotta go I know shits getting old I firlted with those stupid hoes Buh you was different Never was trippin And now I'm steady missin and wishin I could have you back Buhh I hurt you like an knife attack And i know that's facts And I hope the next person you fuck with Treat you right And help you shine Nd give you time Nd tell you everyday that you fine And don't treat you like no nickle buh a dime Sorry I cant be everything in mind Just hope you know you changed my life Helped me get off the pipe Talkin to me every night Thoughts of love when I looked at the moonlight Hard nights cryin in a cell buh you helped me understand myself I was always trippin and remissin Wishing tha shii went different Never should of let the distance get in between you and me Should of treated you like a queen I love you and God damn I need you Sorry for the issues That I caused for you Like I said I love you.