yeah you dont get it you probably wont some of us are in pain for real its just how we deal with it pre-hook am in chains wanna take some shots with no pain and i feel like dropped in a pill drug up fucked up made no deal doctor tell me i can fucking end it stay adhering while motherfuckers wanna say am agreesive blood colugn thats my fucking meassage lost my soul all the suden hate this hook feel like shit cause some things i cant change be like this cause some shit that aint fame relax chicks you cant get what the fuck that aint same what the fuck am i saying got the plug i aint playing what the fuck i saw i saying losing my mind am a lil bit insane loose in a xane all the things i could change bloody but real all the pain that could fade all the mistakes i made verse 1 yall looking like pretence or fake am just saying if you think they ain't true you lost your brain am out here getting shots through the vain more like paining machine look like plotting a scene anesthetic course of my pain staying steady ofcource i could scream wanna end it quick something lost as it seams looks like busting a seed looks like books in a dream looks like booz in a stream yeah pre-hook am in chains wanna take some shots with no pain and i feel like dropped in a pill drug up fucked up made no deal doctor tell me i can fucking end it stay adhering while motherfuckers wanna say am agreesive blood colugn thats my fucking meassage lost my soul all of a suden i hate this hook feel like shit cause some things i cant change be like this cause some shit that aint fame relax chicks you cant get what the fuck that aint same what the fuck am i saying got the plug i aint playing what the fuck i saw i saying losing my mind am a lil bit insane loose in a xane all the things i could change bloody but real all the pain that could fade all the mistakes i made thanking my soul for the hardships i face shooting myself for the loses inmade