try #1 rough draft

PEOPLE WHO SURROUND ME 2 by DAKOTA CANTRELL lyrics (Voices Hard Trap Beat) (V1) Here I Stare, blankly at the sky. Im alone, wondering why. I can't bring myself to try. (THERE IS NO ONE, I DONT HAVE TO LIE) lookin away from the sky, Fuck it, i want someone that will give me try. As I look around and see.. Im surrounded by these teens who have never seen a damn thing, Fuck it change the scene. Its makes me wanna scream, yet I try to stay serene. They block it out, because they greed making them a fiend. Sometimes I need to chill but the room stays still. So still, my mind just forgets whats real. As my mood tumbles downhill [I BEGIN TO FEEL ILL]. Drain my energy, they try to soul steal. I feel the need to get away, butts fill the ashtray. Should've left awhile ago but I have a loaded bowl. Shit, I might grab a beer. Wait... WHY THE FUCK AM I STILL HERE?! (V2) I Just write. I do this for my soul, hopin that I climb out this fuckin hole. the night drags on till I see the sunlight show. Next day Same thoughts, same feeling, same people, still drowning my mind. I want someone on my page, that might understand, my motive and change. They might understand, why I feel so alone. I guess im deranged. Ive been Stripped to the bone by people with eyes, glued to their fuckin phone. Its like im stuck, a different species trying to blend in but im spotted, like Ive sinned. Fuck them! Im not a trend, I must defend who i am and who I want in the end. (Chorus) Everytime I get into a crowd These Voices in my head start screaming out loud Telling me that I need to find a way out Its just an urge for me to trust it without a fuckin doubt (V3) I don't have time to wait, contemplating is just another waste. Fuck it, Ima do it. Get this shit out the way, I see a fine white chick. Daaamn, she's hella thick. So Im like, AYYE! Ima little cray but I wrote this song, in my mind Im gonna slay. The more i studied you, the more I decayed. We aren't compatible, you can tell by our traits. Still you insist seeing me, everyday? I don't know what to say, Im left with dismay. You act like a predator but you easily the prey. Asking for my help yet you push me away. Tell me one reason why I should even fuckin stay. The colors we've shared have all turned to Grey. Don't let me see you on your knees about to pray, youre stuck in disarray. We Couldve took a vacay, but you always worried about, how much you fuckin weigh. No one gives a shit, its all about your body shape! Yet, I still want you to stay. Don't run away, in my mind there's pictures of us, that I still portray. All these thoughts in my head. They are left on replay. Fuck it, lets try be happy, okay? (Chorus) Everytime I get in to a crowd These Voices in my head start screaming out loud Telling me that I need to find a way out Its just an urge for me to trust it without a fuckin doubt (Outro) I put everything at stake, my heart and stomach start to ache. Can't I ever get a break from this stress for my own damn sake. Being in reality or being in a dream is fun, but you recognize the fakes. That's why your whole body aches. Ill be happy when this dream ends, then Ill finally be awake. Whether Im dead or whether Im alive, I can guarantee Ima own this mothafuckin life.