Say that you love me, fuck u disgust me dont touch me, i thought that i was lucky To you bitch im nothing, he must be doing somthing that i wasnt, gave u my heart/ it was u that i trusted I was fuckin stupid to believe od be your husband One year passes kissing n huggin Got one another way higher than the drugs But you held grudges, made sure payback hurt by the dozen, Which lit up all of my anger, walls got punched in your brother comes rushin his eye gets busted For you i woulda died lake of lava i woulda jumped in But I guess ill brush you off my shoulders thanks to you my heart is got colder, I will never be your soldier, all that weights up off my shoulders, i have finally gotten sober