Ive done so many words.. that i wud tought take your hearts away for me. But i cant..!! Sometimes i just barely quit bout everythin of my .efforts. ive been deserves for many things that im shouldnt have.. but either even if ive got that .. then its wud never satisfyin me. I know im a perfectionists.. i never predicted that someone will climbs my ego. But everything seems so hard to tell and i know someday someone will do it for me.. myself and my ego.... Nothing in this world that destroy my feelings.. because when i hold something.. never easy for me to lettin go. Thats why i told u this.. what ive been doing now its never easy to cut off.. even you sacrifice yourself and anything.. how dope is mine.. I never godamn knowin anything and everything.. even u took my hearts away.. then i dont know if thats true except u tell the truth at officially.. untill i feel i deserves this. But do not hopin so much how i wud reply u for all the things happened from u to myself. I cant help that u feed me bout it. Then u find else with me.. someone u tought can irreduce ur feelings bout me.. cuz i dont know and u will take ur opinion that i aint caring everything but him.. i know... i know.. if i know it! And that Probs will too late for me.. And i know u wud gimme a chance but u feel so highly really sick that u ruin him.. so much after uve been done with him.. actually i know... i deserves this.. and everything seems become evil in my side and angel in ur sides.. please.. i really dont care bout this.. but u will extreemly stoped it.. and directly will break my hearts and coming at disaster in my sides and also yours.. and it might bring you to much scary and nightmare. Well... i dont want and i dont mind it.. but things actually become automatically stressed outs envy noww.. God Bless u always, my love.... and u will pray that wud nothing happened to u also for someone close to u. And u will be fly like a mockingbirds.. since its sound awesome u will round that path.. ofcourse.. and ill be the goat ate the acres and it sounds like a bullshits!.