whys it gotta be this way whys it gotta be this way i love you from the bottom of my heart but when i look up at a sunny day i feel rain sliding down my face feel like a failure so i gotta fly away like what a fuck you to my face ya girl i hate how i love you sending pics of you in my sweat shirt with make up on and a smile i cant resist so im left speechless even tho i broke things off i cant stop sending snaps like goodmorning and goodnight just hoping you dont reply leave me on read leave me dead just get out of my head so i dread doing it time and time again like its the only way i can sleep at night but its getting so hard to fight damn