There is a strong reason I chose this to be my first post on this new page! Hope you enjoy!!! Written By: gyp It's getting close to time to face the giants. Fifty yard plus is the distance to kick defiance. I've gotta wear that iron heart, cause empty heart's a hardening science. It's meditations of a mind, a soul and sins enticement. I've long since parted into two while searching for enlightenment. While every battle I've faced, "win or lose", I'm still fighting it. Took a little trip to gain some strength and only come back weak. I'm too ignorant in the Word to say I've even eaten of the meat. But I'm breast feeding on the milk and my pacifier's the teat. Still no feeling in the hollow sound of a heartless fading beat. I'm a hesitation and multiple stops from life's pangs and deaths grip. A loved one is fading fast on a borderline edge of "to die for or to live". And numerous pressures of drugs press into the source of my addictive mental crib. Cradled into might, could have and maybe's simple little ifs. I can't tell I've ever been clean long enough to earn any chip. A.A. & N.A., is loaded examples and true stories others love to live and sift. All these distractions of myself avoiding regretful's reminisce. It's all gonna be as brutal as tough and eternal's the gift of repents. Heaven is simplistic, and pearly is the gate to use as you enter in. So difficult to take another step as I'm bent inside of centers end. Prayers are in need but cursing mad is this sinner within. This is a fractured hate and a love inside of non conjugal relationships. It's a mental failure in lethal dilutions of real and delusional scripts. Or take the "Good Book" and accept it for what it's worth & what It is. It's scriptures of hope and it's prescriptions of pills and ignorance. I'm a lifelong suffer of addictions repetitive trips. Bouncing off these asylum walls is a morbidly phased Eddie & Gyp. A self made set a twins looking at selfs soul through unrighteous visions in my mirror.