how am I supposed to go slow move fast when I see opportunity my chance to get cash is in my grasp I'm feeling different involved in my past in need of therapy physcotic thoughts lurk in my head its telling me to fuck the world mentally just be about you you have to build up that mentality but this here is reality a battle field where we all strive for well off conflict rather give war bring hate into a community then see good blood shed in my hood nothing new to me gun shot heard every now and then more over doses murders why i am so nervous blessed I explode loads over loaded exerted from work never on tour somewhat heroic known as a jerk now exposed with some explosive emotions for my soul to keep growing not knowing what my future has in store for him ignoring years of pain I'm not suffering just waiting for my time to end