nurse screams"somebody get me a doctor".....this patient's crashing!!! twitchin from head to toe...vomiting blood and thrashing..... the only thoughts in my head is i cant be dead i stare at the doctor and count all the sweat drops on his head the last thing i could remember was hearing a shotgun blast and the distant voices that i could recall from the past.... the very next thing i remember was feeling a thump as i stare at the lights on the ceiling and now i am feeling the fright and the flight and im wondering why the fuck this had to happen tonight ##my vision and hearing are starting to settle in whats epinephrine it must be adrenaline ## i did not want to commit purgery so i shut the fuck up until after the surgery.. then i woke up in the hospital bed with the hand cuffs surrounded by cops and im shaking my head but i realize that it is better than being dead better than i can't believe its not butter man. this is adrenaline this is adrenaline this is adrenaline this is adrenaline