*Part 3 Ending* Dear Family

Dear Family Momma I know it's been hard through the years All the tears, all the fears, but yall always stayed Near When I was actin a fool ya put a whopping to my Rear Through the pain you always kept composure, Stayed Sain I know through worst times It was me so im takin the Blame At a young age hoppin off the porch, attitude lit like a torch and down fo what eva Stay a Straight Playa Told me hard work earns you perks, At teen nay jah Was bullied through school cuz of my skin color, thought I had trusted brothas that turned out to be back stabbing motha fuckas, Made me wanna be betta, had alot Love but the careless was heartless and gave me nothing but ashes and dust, Became Angry, bad state of mind, depressed Made me feel like less, feeling like nothing would save me, leading up I swore I'm the black Sheep, That no one wanted to keep, Misguided In the streets, Confided in people, They turned against me and used it for evil, taking wrong directions, I was trippin no balance, losing patience tired of waiting so Im breaking all the rules, skippin school grades start slippin cuz I'm flipping so I start sinkin, said fuck it I'm dropping, disappointed my dad I'm sure he thought I'd be nothing, but little he knows, I'm working in turning My words into something, Dad only screaming wishing only I was dreaming, I'm sure he cared but when I fell, no helping hand, He stayed clear, no where to be found, HE ghosted for his open door,............ he closed it, Confession I know I pestered but I always wanted to be together, Just tryna know him and Get closer, But no he steady kept pushing, made me feel lesser guess it was for the better, He gave alot to help, but I only was worried bout my self, time after time, speech after speech found my father gaining weak, after awhile he chose to turn his cheeks, one day I believe I'll hear him say hes proud of me, Lil brother I know I failed at being your Protector, I thought I always knew better, l Hope you hear and keep my words close to your heart, sealll them with glue so the words never tear apart, I always will be here, biggest fan of your acting Career, I bragged never blasted on ya name, Cuz remember where we came, The troubles the fumbles...we always kept it with a hustle God watched closely to make sure we had each other so we were never lonely You have the Smarts, me too but I just chose a bad hand of cards, Want you to reach highya, Cuz knowledge can beat any problem, The people that wanna stop ya, Know the potential and scared that ya will one day you'll top em, Middle fingers high, Drop em so they know what it feels like to hit Bottom Baby Thi You mean the Worrrlllllddd Too me, I'm blessed to have the chance to be a role model, cuz no more thuggin or gripping the semi auto, Your only 3 but when you get olda I know you will be better, a betta listener, Taught wiser, call on me, best believe, no one hurts my family, and your the most important in this Team, pray mercy for the one that dares to hurt ya, Turn me into Hulk ima straight crush ya, Listen here -No one fucks with my Baby sista, To the Lady that has me takin, From you, you gave me the chills, is this real-cuz you have me shakin, I know you love me, and your not Faking, cuz if you were, you woulda left.. when I wasnt doing my best, I know we argue but it's cuz i only want the best for you, but mostly I'm scared to lose the only person i felt love was true, To my brother Dustin, I coulda pointed in a betta direction, But the dope had my mind Intercepted, Told me that everybody leaves, got me fucked up, just cuz you locked up in them chains, you still in this picture frame, for you I got a scripture from nehemiah, Do not grieve, for the joy of the Lord is your strength and power you will receive, Keep ya head up, In the big house, so stand ya fuckin ground, Put money on your commissary, Dont stress it's not necessary, you'll be out one of these days, keep a straight face, they wanna take yours so dont go seekin out the closed doors, so much for you to gain while you only have one path dont change up your lanes, Every day I regret you taking the blame but this a cold ass game, which we can tame, put the ego down, it's not funny so dont act like a clown this is reality, ya need to mature ya self mentally, you got a felony so you gotta play your notes and keep up with melody, cuz this could of gotten some one a bloody fatality, and on that shit no one acts rationally, never doubt me that's blastomy, You said you believed in me, so here's my welcoming, you are now part of my Family Love you Broski Started - JUNE 5 WEDNESDAY 10:00PM Finished - JUNE 6 THURSDAY 7:42AM YOUNG TRIPP AKA - TRIPPY JAY