Jade_22-52

Ok its time to medicate Time to disassociate Lets meditate Get so high that we could levitate She dont know what im on My nose got dirty with the k while she was gone. She wasnt gone for too long. But now my mind is gone how can we corrext my wrongs? Maybe she wont notice that i cant focus. Each second that goes by im falling deeper Seeping in the bed cant fucking see her How can I ignore whats happening how can i please her when I cant even fucking stand up at my leisure. Down the rabbit hole. I fell. While she was in the showee. I hope she cant tell Will i be like this for hours? Idk im not compelled to keep track ilof time its not a trait of mine let alone in my state of mind I cant find where i begin after that line i crossed a line I promised i wouldnt Nevermind I hope you dont think i undermined you or even tried to i know i lied but i tried my best i tried to not confide in special k and tried to hide it from you What was i thinking cause im sinking through this bed what is going through my head Am I dead Ha Nah. i was then. But now i have friend or at least singular.