Contemplated

i put the past in front me every time something was tough for me i let her be the one to lead this girl somehow feels a part me but shes so apart from me left to wonder why all this time i kept you in my mind somethings not right im past the limits this time wrote all that i held inside and got no fucking reply now im stuck wondering why why have i wanted to hold on so tight closed my mind pushed confidence aside forgot what feels like to be in the sky No more tears left to cry for you and I I I I gotta fucking try to make a stake before its too late so irate got too much time to contemplate