Feeling my heart stop, skip a beat then another beat Realizied the chairs been kicked out from under my feet Look at where I'm at I can taste the defeat I'm a bastard Steady being blasted Sold my soul got no prayers aint no soul for the lord to keep Lay in the night as the demons start to weep with tears Everything's just a fucking blip Watching my own destruction through the blimp I thought I was ready but I'm walking with a limp Looking to the sky as the sun and warmth turns cold and rain These thoughts take over my God damn brain Feeling the blood leave my fucking veins Notwhing here of me will remain nothing like i use to be now im insane im glad you think what i say is just a fuckin song heaven or hell, where do i belong when i die ill right my wrongs ive fought my battle and wars ive shut all my doors to try and stop peole from coming in destroying my home protect myself from viruses like chrome end this shit with a bullet to the dome i dont wann be here these cuts can't make me feel my mind cant fucking deal lay me in the coffin an lay me anywhere always thought what i did was rare