Wasted Time
MC3D50 Plays
•01 Jun 2019
I ripped all my pictures off my memory because I couldn't stand to see how I wasted so many moments in pointless thoughts and now I... Struggle to find a way back so I.... I stand here looking into the flames of my past trying to find an answer to this question I've asked who am I? why am I here? what is left in here there's so much, yet I feel stuck and helpless I see time drifting by, she doesn't wait for me to decide the best course, she just plunges me into the deep end of any river she chooses, and now I've got to learn to swim or sink in my whys and hows I ripped all my pictures off my memory because I couldn't stand to see how I wasted so many moments in pointless thoughts and now I... Must stand up and do what I need to... so I... I've got to breathe in the swirling currents, catch up to the image I've drawn in my head, if I can match up to everything I've ever promised, and if not, even then if I can look in the mirror and call myself friend come out of hiding, yes you've wasted the time you were given but life isn't over, you can still live it, if you forgive me and start from this point, no going back, take every plan and finally execute it till the finish line, finish in time, this time I ripped all my pictures off my memory because I couldn't stand to see how I wasted so many moments in pointless thoughts and now I... Must stand up and do what I need to... so I... I'm coming back and I'm taking a turn putting to use every lesson I've learnt and not backing away till my task is done not going to stand still, just keep moving *no copyright infringement intended*
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I ripped all my pictures off my memory because I couldn't stand to see how I wasted so many moments in pointless thoughts and now I... Struggle to find a way back so I.... I stand here looking into the flames of my past trying to find an answer to this question I've asked who am I? why am I here? what is left in here there's so much, yet I feel stuck and helpless I see time drifting by, she doesn't wait for me to decide the best course, she just plunges me into the deep end of any river she chooses, and now I've got to learn to swim or sink in my whys and hows I ripped all my pictures off my memory because I couldn't stand to see how I wasted so many moments in pointless thoughts and now I... Must stand up and do what I need to... so I... I've got to breathe in the swirling currents, catch up to the image I've drawn in my head, if I can match up to everything I've ever promised, and if not, even then if I can look in the mirror and call myself friend come out of hiding, yes you've wasted the time you were given but life isn't over, you can still live it, if you forgive me and start from this point, no going back, take every plan and finally execute it till the finish line, finish in time, this time I ripped all my pictures off my memory because I couldn't stand to see how I wasted so many moments in pointless thoughts and now I... Must stand up and do what I need to... so I... I'm coming back and I'm taking a turn putting to use every lesson I've learnt and not backing away till my task is done not going to stand still, just keep moving *no copyright infringement intended*
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