I need some help

all these thoughts running through my head and they don't stop i need some help, cause i know that i wont end up on top i need some help, i know i got some more pills i can pop i need some help, my lips went numb from the xanax i just bought i need some help, dont you understand the afterthought you done forgot your souls been caught your lifes a lie and that's alot but i can jot lets smoke some pot my brain is shot doctor calls they missed a spot one more check ups all youve got shakes his head says its alot take a seat we need to talk your life is short so live