first crash

do you remember the first day it's the first day of January but the last day you say I'm a freak and you hurt me in the coldest way I cry all night and fight the white I'm not a racist but now I need a wall to crack baby you don't know what you mean to me I can't imagine you kiss with another he I promise I will pay in all the fee I wish we could go back that we spell out WE please.... I really miss ya I hate ya I love ya I can't leave ya all the shit I made I try to fix ya I don't wanna feel this pain wanna fucking blow my own brain I know you can't hear me but I do want to say I miss you today I saw you again you are hot like the first day we met you were the best one I ever get baby I know I've done you wrong I can hear it from your song now I just see you left and escape like a fucking rat move the crowd all away I just want to meet and say hey how's it going just think about it tears gonna rolling down that's how you broke up in a small town I know the affair won't be long then we are strangers doping uptown Funk I used to say the saddest word to you I regret it I feel sorry about it but I even don't have a chance to apologize and you ran to the arm belong to another guy Lord I'm begging. could you please give lightning The last thing I want to say is sorry