LOST A REAL ONE# yuh lil boogs is not what he seems, speaking life wishin it were dreams... this is all I see.... srry to say but this is how its gotta be... 1-10 rate my flow... srry to admit it but here we go.... nigga I jus lost my best friend to fuckin blow... cant believe I'm rapping bout it cuz i didnt want no one to know... me and my nigga smoked sum dope..... only cuz the pain was to much to cope... now that I'm high and feelin dead... im locked up behind bars, jk that's all in my head... my nigga I'm so fucking sorry... nigga got first class on a methheads safari... nigga losing you has me so fuckin scared... ur the only one in my life that has really cared... like bluetooth my nigga, I thought we was paired... nigga that dope, we shouldn't have shared.... since I lost you I been feelin stucc... dope isn't all that, like what the fucc... been a few weeks, but am I addicted... god damn wasnt that shii we predicted... nigga in this rap game im enrolling... this drug game is so controlling... i cant find the dope man, nigga I need to keep scrolling... my nigga I shoulda been patrolling... so ima run away and leave this fuccin town... nothing personal on my back but a frown... all this dope boutta have me drown... dope whore lookin like a clown... this rap ain't all bout me tho... its about me and my mofuccin bro... nigga stay by my side, help me grow... jus promise me you wont do no more blow... I shoulda been a better friend... for that I do not comprehend.... I do not have a plan... only a single fuccin demand..... I want to see your future brighter than mine...cant you tell god gave you a good gurl that's a sign... nigga heres a question... this ones gonna test yo digestion...... should I pop some pills or put my 40 to my head... nigga at this point in time I jus wanna be dead... blow my brains out against the wall... jump off a building, explode from the fall... fucc it wheres the pipe ima get high... this situation got me feeling like I'm the bad guy... tired of living this life... lookin back I can see the fuccin knife... dope whore got me paranoid... ops got really fuccin annoyed... I wanted to die since I was nine... sorry to say nigga this rap jus hit the finish line...