been sober since December my life was almost over but now I gotta start over because I can't remember x4 anything (I can't remember) x4 yeah I'm always contemplating my life decisions and now here I fucking am like I got a badly made incision I thought it would be fun just to try it once but now I feel like I'm the fucking kung dunce ofcourse one would say "you can from your mistakes" but it doesn't even matter if you've got endless aches "it's not like life fucking matters anyway" is what I wouldn't be saying if I hadn't ended up this way take this as a lesson of something that's prevented because I've dealt with it for years and I'm still in the intervention you don't wanna know the shit that I have done cause you're gonna end up way worse than fucking #1 chorus and hook