Yeah, ouch! Damn, ugh! As I lay here in my casket, would you break free from your habit? With a blood soaked shirt and basket, I killed myself like a bandit. No point in life so I take it, cry myself to sleep and admit, "as a dad and lover I'm unfit", think about the days that I slit. Will I die tonight I don't know? Will you come or be a no show? At my funeral it will snow, heavy like my heart sank so low. Layin' in bed no you can't sleep, all you can do is watch and weep, as I destroy myself and keep. Secrets to my grave as I leap. Baby I'm sorry I failed you, you're the one girl who could see through, the sorrow and sadness gave to, me by others kids bullied by who? Thought about our kids and our life, when I ask you to be my wife. Forget about the days that we'd strife, the blood from my wrist is all rife. [I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I love you and I miss you darlin', never thought I'd end up fallin'. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry]x2 Think about drugs now I'm wasted, on my own thoughts now I'm hated, by the ones I love isolated! My mind is a trap that has waited. For me to go broke and jaded, my voice is now becoming faded. I'm shy so I'm masqueraded, insecure now feelin' degraded. [I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I love you and I miss you darlin', never thought I'd end up fallin'. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry]