Mistakes and heartaches

Blow The Top Off Of Off Top You Ain't Even Real, Your Just a Knock Off Your The Bitch They Send, When Shits About To Pop Off Then "Pop 💥 Pop Dead Before He Ever Even Got A Shot Off Facing 25 To Life, And Somehow He Got Off Sometimes You Gotta Take Matters Into Your Own Hands And Take It To A Level So MF High, That We May Never Land Fuck It, I'm In A Trance My Mind Is In A Different State Outta Control, Losing My Mind, My Mind Escaped *Oh Oh* Life Is Short, It's A Race We Got No Time To Waste Sometimes We Can't Prepare Ourselves For What Awaits Practice Makes Perfect, No Matter How Many Times It Takes Early bird, Wake and Bake No time for Bullshit, Fucking Headache It's Not A Tumor I'm losing but I ain't A Loser Former Boozer Current Drug Abuser Born to Die Live Before You Fly Progress The More You Try Keep it 💯, Never Lie Mamas Boy, I miss you so much, So Many Tears have fell outta these eyes Tears that I will 4ever Cry If I could, I would, Hit rewind and go back in time and I would of never left you behind But that's not the way that life works You get no do overs, there's no reverse You only get one shot, so give it all that it's worth Sometimes life throws you a curve Karma makes sure you get what you deserve Almost 40 years since birth I 3 or 4 "miscarries", Wasn't meant to be a Daddy, I'm A Curse Should of never went in my Mama's purse That Was The Worse. Over 3 years Since she rode in that Hearse The Moment you died, I Died My Life hasn't been the same since you flew away I still Cry like a baby today You had to go, but your memory Had to stay I've been lost ever since, March 30, 2016 was the day