🙏😱if you can relate,, I'm sorry cause no one should feel this way..💁‍♂️✌💯✔🙏show LOVE I'll show it back PEOPLE'S 🙏😇✌🎶🎶 listen up you goons what I'm about to say is true it's about an nothing to do with you unless you can relate then sit back an Listen,, past couple of day I've been feeling kinda fucked up in my head like what's next I dont know, go with the flow back n forth one minute I'm happy but next I'm sad see ups n downs got me feelin hella crappy bipolar disorder is not a joke i mean you can make fun of me all you want but in the end I'll be the one stuck laughing and not knowing why not knowing why I do the things I do highs n lows keep me goin I dont know ,, i believe i can do it they told me to get out an see the world see but inside it's a joke I'm still feeling sad wish I can take back all the bad thi ge I did to my little bro an my dad but I dont know I'm just tryna be better tryin to keep a smile on my face but inside I feel disgraced I'm disgusted with myself everyday that I wake why do I feel like such a mistake every second feeling my heart break even tho i should be happy that i still have my Family but this mo eh making me hungry but no appetite or is that the end in sight do i see the light or is my vision blurry to my dad an my brother I'm sorry i was fcked up in my head see i dont feel any lack of neglect but i do feel much lack of respect but I'd Protect yall with bloody hands without question so dont test me cause in the drop of a dime I'll be ready for anything,, I've been through shit I've been through this i knew it treat me like I'm nothing in the end it's me always taking the brunt of it but I dont want to give up I'd rather stand up tall but when do I open my eyes still staring at the wall waiting for your call that'll never come through but I just want you to know I Love you I'm OuTtYy