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i'm in a mad house in the land of the scumbags in a trap house i'm going mad cow's snorting a line of the SARS in a back house and I gotta rash now i'm coughing up blood I follow the tracks now it's leading me down south to the land of the dead and i'm ready to pass out palm of my hand loaded syringe now I fall deeper to darkness i'm on a binge infested with guilt addiction is making me heartless I trust no one not even myself I'm too far gone to seek any help devil decided i'm in confinement cause I'm destroying myself look in the mirror couldn't see clearer that my ends writing itself grasping for air heart rate is dropping clutching for help but i'm too exhausted thought i was cautious but that is nonsense riding the wave its holding me hostage could've been saved a year to this day that was the day that I lost it bought me a 20 found me a faucet injected the vein feeling the calmness didn't last long the lie wearing off but I still believe that it's making me calm I was dead wrong on this long road hit a dead end a bumpy road lost all control never will fold but now i'm praying to the crosses pick me back up lend me hand why am I feeling so nauseous devil may care i'm unaware that my eyes flooded with jaundice I'm throwing up in garages messed up the carpet the devil is holding me hostage