a couple of lies, are spreaded around town nobody ever sees the pain that's placed on a person they judging by the looks never thinking of their personality tryna persuade others, that the other isn't this isn't that. nobody was ever made for instant combat Insta, facebook, to snap everybody talkin' they wrecked they could collide I'd never deny a thing never am I ever hesitating its like I'm watching a movie of my entire existance I don't exist, I faded its quick into mist wondering, what could get better? the way that my life has tilted its downhill its gonna be a long way back up yeah its gonna be a long way, yeah its gonna be a long way back up yeah gonna be a long way from where I've started hit the ground, forced fucked around everybody every bedroom, I cried I lied the tears coming down from my eyes nobody can ever realize every fight that I gotta put up with I'm tried, no more fucking around put me in the ground mutha fucker call me dead meat cause I'm dead beat I'm a rampid patient, saying I need meditating but nothing ever works I don't even feel sedated. I reckon' that I could feel forever better someday where there's nicer wether. All I see is dark clouds and the pouring rain I'm just sitting wishing I was dead and gone wishing I was battle born, but my life toren it ripped my heart into piece yeah its gonna be a long way, yeah its gonna be a long way back up yeah