MY LORD MY HOPE Took life like a rusted iron/wannabe be the icon efforts I've been laying on/members trying to make a bond waking up everyday not knowing of thanksgiving My attitude was my gratitude Never knew I was wrong loosing myself from my own fantasy Path I knew was cheesy/not breezy all scary! /yet i still chose darkness tap it out like I got the disease Feasts where I had to pay the fees places where I'm being drag down to world that I don't belong/loads getting heavier. underworld is how I described/never a medicine prescribed talks behind my back/springs of hatred flows/dropped my jaws Gotta be like grains/binding me with the chains wanna make a gain/just make it rain sliding back to the hole/I'm sinking no lie,wanna die.! Still justifying myself!? I Don't know where to start anymore!? Tried to approach/creepy like crocroche cause nones talking/following blindly! cellphones to stare and press Games like a chess/too much stress treats likes a guest with a well dressed it's all a mess/we don't feel blessed sting like the bees/buzzing in the air not rare but bare/hunting on like I've done wrong never was the song/never was i strong/couldn't hear the sound/ thought I was alone! left me for a bone/now I've blown/ it's all be-gone kept fighting/game's like lightening where's my hope? i'm lost! #REALIZED every day is a must/prayer with the mass don't bring ouy the dust/out of the lust bust yourself in the FAITH/ Walk with the phase give a space/make the peace gaze at the raze of the LORD race yourself to light/make it bright no more nights/shadows gone made a confession/my rewards in heaven/ Made the impact/my faiths intact/ interact/counteract/I'm all packed I've found that MY LORD is MY HOPE MY LORD MY HOPE_MY LORD MY HOPE cause I've found my HOPE #Strange world/whirled and curled love that came from above/disappeared like a thin cloud the crowd it's so loud/all are proud Now I'm scared cause I cared/I tried to share we all paired and we all glared/flushed them away into a mysterious world Heard the lines/what goes around comes around turned my thoughts to the deepest Shadows it's a shallow full of arrows/wanna join the salvos Tried getting out of the pit/bit by bit I'm falling apart like I've got a guard/trying to be smart kept murdering my soul/game I knew was your goal vanishing my guts to pass me out gave a shout/still pulling my leg you're hoping I'll beg/all a deck with the wreck can't you see I'm struggling? Pointed needles/not a freedom I'm taking my leap of FAITH no pain,no gain/just so you know I don't dissolve people unless you're the devil/plans of evil Dare me!? I'm the beast of CHRIST I'm a lethal with the fethal like the hyper with the viper knew not a harsh word for you but I make it vast/don't want to be the last cast and blast is how you'll be gone cause I've found my HOPE #REALIZED every day is a must/prayer with the mass don't bring in the dust/out of the lust bust yourself in the FAITH/ Walk with the phase give a space/make the peace gaze at the raze of the LORD race yourself to light/make it bright no more nights/shadows gone made a confession /my rewards in heaven/ Made the impact/my faiths intact/ interact/counteract/I'm all packed I've found that MY LORD is MY HOPE MY LORD MY HOPE_MY LORD MY HOPE cause I've found my HOPE #Down the lane I walk/6th street or is it 8th street breeds like barking dogs gossips to blame the lame/ missing out every single bit/now it's all a myth Told myself one day at a time but time flies seems like skies full of lies don't add the fries/don't wanna rise Heard the screams It's all cries This world that I live today/no more love just like gloves/all doves gone where's to us? just me now? took the bows/shot the cows where's the vows!? don't want the chows!? Hear the church bells ring!/call of the KING Flew me like the wing/I want to sing Yet World of machines!/i feel engine never was a dream/you made it steam having tensions/yearning for attentions⚠ made selections/no more affections!/ I'm all lost with the paradox of fictions like the lost ship couldn't flip my other side temptation was like a ride grew darker each day. yet revolved and evolved life with a different perspective my objective I'm effective Shepherds to guide/Censor of light #REALIZED every day is a must/prayer with the mass don't bring in the dust/out of the lust bust yourself in the FAITH/ Walk with the phase give a space/make the peace gaze at the raze of the LORD race yourself to light/make it bright no more nights/shadows gone made a confession/my rewards in heaven/ Made the impact/my faiths intact/ interact/counteract/I'm all packed I've found that MY LORD is MY HOPE MY LORD MY HOPE_MY LORD MY HOPE cause I've found my HOPE