confused with life

life is a dream and I gotta live it always hate no matter how much love i give it since the first day I was born in you face I was a thorn heartless cuz that shit been torn I'm standing out side my character new shit every day another chapter I lost my fucking mind I need to find it if I had a brain id rewind it just to find my common sense cuz honestly I'm not coping with presence I'm asking death if it wants to dance telling the devil lets throw hands sence a day one I been cariuos why I look at life so serious here light this blunt I'm seriiouse I'm so blunt ill make a dike by cariuos here sit and take this pen n write bout me so I can cram your words down your throat when u talk about me lets be real you don't give a fuck about me really you can suck the fucking cum out me don't cherish much in life cuz I loose it all wondering if its gonna be u or them who gets the call that one of us ant doing so well well u might cuz I wnt doing so well