catch me if you can

I gotta get up gotta try to give my family everything they ever wanted, go against me get crushed I want no regrets cause they will make my life feel haunted, I'm tired of living like this, I'm tired of being treated like this, I might take drugs to stop feeling like this, jump in the abyss to escape the crisis, do you think that I really like this, I just do it to feel apart of the crowd, so doing the drugs will not make any difference cause even when I'm high I'll still feel down, I'm doing just for the fame, trying to escape the pain, and I've lost most of my pride, tell me how I can reach the other side, again if I'm burned all my bridges, I just want acceptance go fuck the riches, success is so goddamn delicious, so if in order to get it I'll have to be vicious, then so be it, I'm an isolated power house Soviet, you can go take some coke or some opiate, I'm not saying that I'm the loneliest, I try to get over it, which ever way the flow goes then I'll go with it, since I was in basic school I've been spitting inappropriate, there's a bone you don't need to throw me it, I'll make my own way cause ain't no body gonna show me the, path, y'all niggers just to pathetic, I'm not Ariana Grande but if I see it I like it I get it, someone go call a medic, cause I'm about to chop these niggers of like it's an edit, failures a part of you that shit is in you call it genetic, I got time for the worries the pressure, nor any time to be having some pleasure, so I'll just go and crush you in the thresher, man I gotta get a, measure, of all my talents and skills, it's overdue that I use them man look at these bills, it's giving me a rush it's giving me a thrill, got a runaway mouth somebody's gonna be killed, so lift up those bottles do powders and pills, till you can't take no more have you made your will, has all of your goals been fulfilled, a happy life or try to make a few mils, for real